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HAPPY HAPPY 20th ANNIVERSARY TO MY MOMMIE & DADDIE :)
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[12 Jan 2003|02:08am] |
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*sigh* omg..i hate skool..and home-life isnt that great either. i am sooo stressed about grades..my gpa..SATs..getting into a good college..my piano performance..my piano test..blah blah. goodness..and im beginning to realliee dislike my cousin. SHE IS SOOO FREAKIN LUCKY AND SHE DOESNT KNOW IT. i mean wth..she onlyee has like 3 academic classes..and they are freakin easy courses too..and shes alwais complains about how much hw she has..and blah blah. i mean she spends most of the day onlyne..looking at pictures and scanning her own pictures so she kan make it all purtiful and stuff..GAR!! i hate it. she is sooo freakin spoiled and sheltered as crazy. i mean she kan barely do any house chores..i alwais hav to do them. DAMN IT..and my mom is sooo freakin nice to her and mean to me. GRRR..and the other thing that pisses me off is that shes alwais complaining about being fat..i mean look at her..shes a FUCKIN STICK!! its like whenever we eat dinner..shes alwais like "im not hungry" blah blah..i need to diet..blah blah..FREAK!! theres something called EXCERSIZE!! she needs to go do some of that instead of sitting on her ass all day cutting out PICTURES!! POO ON HER!! as you kan see..im on ranting mode right now. gah..sometymes i just kant stand her!! BLAH..and shes STEALING MY MOM AND BROTHER!! like they spend sooo much tyme with her than me..i feel like sucha loner at home. wth..kan i please move in with someone?
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[07 Jan 2003|04:19pm] |
Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side
Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love
Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated
Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up
thanks 2 michael chou
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[05 Jan 2003|01:06am] |
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people keep telling me to update my journal so here goes..
doode..break is ending in 1 more day :[ ..enjoy your last day everybody!! well..this break has been realliee fun..specially that day one day i watched a movie w/ mykle. even though the movie was hella boring..and i fell asleep on mykle..him and his fwends are sooo freaking funny. well..today i went to whs to play tennis w/ my bro, lilian and chris yeh aka stupid ass. afterwards we went to mcdonald to eat dinner. OMG GUIS..CHRIS YEH IS THE MOST ANNOYING GUY ON EARTH!! (even though hes pretty funny sometymes)..BUT DOODE..THAT GUY IS SOOO IMMATURE..he freakin took my cell phone and called people in my phonebook..
michael C H 0 U (12:48:59 AM): LOIS...
michael C H 0 U (12:49:22 AM): someone called me on ur cellphone
michael C H 0 U (12:49:31 AM): and i was like HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOO?
michael C H 0 U (12:49:38 AM): and htensomeone hung up
EXACTLY!! wut is chris' problem?? gees..!! anywais..long story short..i came home..watched movie..and am onlyne chattin away now..bye bye everyone and 99~!!
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| WINTER BREAK |
[20 Dec 2002|01:42am] |
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man..yesterday was freakin fun. so after skool..me and eri went bak to my place to hang out for a while since we had community service at 1-4. freak..couldnt go watch lord of the rings with everyone cause of keyclub. i then kall mykle up to tell him im home since hes my ride to the keyclub thing. he comes over and we go out to pick up tammy and eat lunch at IN'N'OUT. then we drop eri off at teencenter and me, mykle and tammy go to the postoffice for keyclub canfood drive. we start packing cans and stuff..and we do this for about an hour. then its finally over and andy drops me off at puente mall to meet up with my fwends. i meet up w/ connie, joan, patty and crystal and we hang out for a while. then we watch maid in manhattan since lord of the rings is sold out. haha joan and connie snuck in food and we had a freakin picnic in the theatre. we get out of the theatres around 6:30 and we go shopping for a while. me and connie go buy vivians bday present. then wen its around 8 we all head to TGIF for dinner. we meet up with vivian and everyone else..and long story short..we have dinner and end up leaving around 10. pattys mom gives me, joan and kathy a ride home. awww..patty and her mom are sooo kute. patty your mom is too HIP man x) well we drop joan off first, then kathy. while we were on our way bak to my house..i fall asleep on the car. wen we get to my house..pattys lyke "LOIS LOIS..get up.." i was lyke..knocked-out. haha well i got home..stayed up for a while and went to bed. man..yesterday was kool.
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| happy holidays |
[14 Dec 2002|11:40pm] |
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my mommie left to taiwan and china again. my parents wont be coming home for christmas..so its goin to be lonely this yr. at least i kan look forward to my brother coming home :) well..today i went out w/ ellen to do sum christmas shopping. i am sooo broke this year..its not even funny. well..its the thought that counts rite guis? x) well ellen picked me up at 1pm and we shopped all the way till 10pm. i am tired out of my mind..but i wanna finish up sum homework before i go to sleep. anywais..juss wanted to update this journal..and HI CONNIE x)
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| my week |
[11 Nov 2002|07:50pm] |
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this week has been one interesting week. i pulled my first all-nighter on wednesday..not fun. friday was the tennis banquet..it was spiffy just being with all my litto tennis gals..rahrah, jinayay and vickay. you guis are sooo awesome!! i love you all sooo muchs!! before banquet, me and jinayay (jina) went to brea in her koolfool car..bumpin to her rock music..and getting caught in traffic for 30 mins!! but we finally get to brea..spend 10 mins there..and leave because we have to hurry and get to the banquet. jina has to go home because her parents wont let her drive to banquet by herself and she isnt allowed to drive anyone. but the thing is..i didnt have a ride to banquet..so me and jina come up with this brilliant plan to drop me off somewhere and tell her parents that my parents had some last minute thing to go to and that i had no way of getting there. sooo..jina drops me off in this darkass neighborhood..and its scary as hell..with dogs barking everywhere. so im juss standing there waiting for jina to come with her dad to pick me up..and i take a look around this creepy neighborhood..and as i turn around..this freakin cat comes out of nowhere and scares the beejeesies out of me. finally jina comes and we go to banquet..which is pretty fun. jinaynay (jina) and rahrah (sarah) get the trophy for best doubles team..and i get the trophy for best #1 singles (booyah). overall it was a great night. then this weekend was kinda depressing. on saturday..my mom left for china..and on sunday my dad left for hongkong. i cried for a while. then i kall patty at 11:30 pm..and she asks me to sleepover cause kathys at her house too. but no one at my house knows how to drive and i cant get to pattys house. patty cant drive to my house either because her dad doesnt want her to. so patty and kathy decide to walk half way and i walk half way..since we live close and all. but before leaving..i brush my teeth and get all my stuff before walking..and by the time im outside my house..patty and kathy are almost near my house. haha..it freakin scared me too because kathy was panting like a pansy..and i thought it was a ghost or something. then we start walking to pattys house..and while we walk..a car drives down the hill..and kathy starts running, patty drops to the floor and lies flat on the ground..and me being confused as hell..ducks behind a bush. that night was pretty dang funny. long story short..we spent the night at pattys..and did homework, worked out by doing some tae-bo and watched some kelly clarkson stuff since pattys in love with her. haha well..we finally decide to go to sleep at 3 am..but patty and kathy (being the chatterboxes they are) talk nonstop..and i cant help it but fall asleep while theyre talking to me..haha.
Hi iMma PriNceSs: you are WEAK
Hi iMma PriNceSs: hahah we were like "lois...lois...are you up??"
Hi iMma PriNceSs : all we got back..."zZzZzZzzzz..."
haha..but overall yesterday and today was superduper fun guis..thankies!!
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[03 Oct 2002|09:55pm] |
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doode..i havent written in here forever. man..this yr is sooo effin tuff..but man guis..im happy cause of "u knoe hoo". im glad i met him this yr..itz been a while since ive got that "butterfly" feeling inside my stomach. im also glad for having such great buddies that have been with me thru thick n thin..i luv my gals so much. i am truly blessed :)
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[28 Aug 2002|11:28pm] |
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wow..today was seriouslee an awesome day. thanx to all those that made my b-day sooooooooo speshul. it was awesome!! im grateful to have great fwends like you guis..TGIF was the bomb..the singin was great..it was a once in a lyfetyme chance..LOL!! ooo..and kant forget those sexay ass pictures we took!! hope my family celebration tommorow is as great as todayz was. thanx again guis..i will never forget this swt 16 :)
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[13 Jul 2002|11:47pm] |
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today i slept till 12 pm and then my mom woke me up. i ate..dressed..and then jobbie's friend kame to pick us up. we went to her friend's house and chilled for a while cause we had to wait for sum other people to kome. then wen everyone kame..me, jobbie and brian went in one kar while everyone else went in the other one. we went to pick up brian's two friends. we then started drivin to long beach..haha brian is a pretty crazie driver..shiet..that boy needs to wash his freakin mouth. lyke sum guy beeped at him..and he stuck his face out the window and was lyke "F*CK YOU..THE F*CK..*BLEEP*" haha that kinda shiet..and his fwends arent that much nicer either. we then got to the beach where we chilled..and then we went kayacking..dunno how to spell it. omg..kayacking is the most tiring thing ever..crappness!! then after that..we went to a nice restaraunt..all fancy and crap..and ate..blah blah..then there was a dancefloor and a dj..sho we danced too..sho it was pretty fun. then afterwards..we all went bak to brian's house and chilled..and then jobbie's friend took me, her and ed home. man..itz not even that late..and im tired out of my mind!! --
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[13 Jul 2002|11:39pm] |
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yesterday was a pretty okay day. first summer skool..blah blah..but wut sucked was that everyone planned to go out to lunch afterskool..since itz the end of first semester and stuff..but me and connie kouldnt go cause of stoopd SAT classes..FREAKNESS!! well..at 4 i got home..and then jamie kalled me. i was goin to go to her church..and then her church group was havin a picnic..fun stuff..but i kouldnt go to that either cause i didnt hav a freakin ride. shooo..there i was..bein bored..wen kim kalled me. we talked for a while..and then i had to go cause my mom needed the phone. then i kall ellen w/ the other line..and we plan to go play tennis. sho ellen comes w/ lilian and she picks me and jobbie up..and we head to the walnut tennis courts. we play for lyke 2 hours and then everyone was tired sho we went to a cafe place to buy sum boba stuff. after that we all went to my place..where i changed..and we went bak out again to go rent a movie at blockbusters. we ended up renting "Emma" cause it looked realliee interesting..but SHOOT..that movie was the boring crap ever!! sho we just chilled until 1..and they all left..but man i hav fun w/ those gals..they make me laugh..specially stoopid ellen..goodness..that gurl is lyke the gayest thing alive. :)
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[09 Jul 2002|01:40pm] |
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today was a pretty decent day. first i woke up at 5:30, got ready..and went to tennis. haha man..i luv my tennis peepos..they make me happy. haha..but doode..me and crystal..were sistahs!! it was sooo funnay. we were practicin serves..and then we startin rallyin..and OUT OF NO WHERE..crystal hits the ball super duper hard..and she sayz "THIS IS LOIS' HEAD!!". i was lyke dazed for a moment..and then i was lyke..WUT?! MY HEAD?! and everyone started laughin..and so i hit a super duper hard one..and everyone lyke dodges away from it..and i say "haha no one kares about crystal's head" or sumtin lyke that..and shez lyke.."oh..you want to start sumtin?!" and shez lyke "hold me bak guis!!" and everyone juss stands there..and shez still just standin in the same position as befor..WUTTA LOSER!! haha but she crackz me up..me and her are lyke YIN AND YANG..haha. then jina rhim is lyke sugar high or sumtin..and me and her kant stop laughin..haha we had fun today..we kept tryin to steal each otherz balls. "MY BALL!!" x) well..after tennis we went and changed and we juss hung out for a while. blah blah..had summer class..OMG..i hav a new pet peeve..connie knoes wut it is..itz sumtin lyke this "hehehehehe..kekekekekek..hohohohoho..omg..stop it!!..hehe stop!!..ohhh..hehehehehe..ur sooo funnie..*giggle*!! ACK!!..GAG ME!!
ROBERT IS SUCHA HIDEOUS LOOKIN PIECE OF CRAP..HE NEEDS TO GO BAK UP THE ASS HE KAME FRUM!!
ohh..so im talkin to lawrence and he sayz:
o gee its lee (1:20:51 PM): hi
o gee its lee (1:21:07 PM): <-- im on buddy mode so yah
o gee its lee (1:21:14 PM): diss me all u like im still gonna be nice
haha he tinks im the devil.. >:) im not that mean!!
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[08 Jul 2002|04:22pm] |
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omg..stoopid tommy!! freakinay..i missed 3 lessons and now he sayz that he gave my spot to sumone else. that lil penishead. the first tyme i missed it was my own fault..i admit it..i forgot about it because of summer skool..but the other tymes it wasnt..my mom cancelled it w/out even tellin me. piece of poo..now i dont hav a spot for tennis lessons anymor..crapheadness..and i need the lessons in order to move up my rankin. ARGH!! i want to kik sumones butt..AIYO!! wut is tommy's problem?? i could shoot him just about now. SHOOT!!
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[05 Jul 2002|12:01am] |
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well today for independence day..i went to a family fwend's house for a bbq. afterwards..ellen kame and me, her, jobbie and lilian rode in ellen's kar..while the guis drove in william's and richard's kar. we all went to whs where we watched the fireworks stuff. after it ended, we all drove to robert's TNT place in city of industry where we did fireworks. wen we got there we saw lyke daniel, allan and lyke 15 other people..and they all had kars..im jealous. well we did fireworks and stuff..and then a helicopter flew above us..and pointed there light at us..everyone was lyke..holy shiet. after a couple of mins we heard sirens..and saw police kars..sho everyone hurried and got in there kar and drove off. haha scared the crap outta me. well me, ellen and jobbie went to go look for a lollicup store that was open..but it was already late..and none of the storez were open. then ellen got a craving for icecream..sho we were goin to drive to mcdonalds for the mcflurry thingy..but her brother ended up kallin and tellin us to kome bak. haha me and ellen got lost lyke 10 freakin tymes..shez the crappiest driver ever!! :) but it was fun chillin w/ them.
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[30 Jun 2002|01:35am] |
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well on friday my hole family and i drove to berkeley for my brotherz freshman orientation..we picked up chris yeh on the way there..hez roomin w/ my brother at berkeley. heh..chris is a quierdo..haha..but hez funn to talk to..hez kool..sumtymes :) well..we got lost goin there..but we got there okay. we stayed at sum place kalled executive inn..the people there are rude up the ass. then the next day..my mom and dad drove my brother and chris up to berkeley..and chris and my brother stayed there the whole day and the next. while they were there, the rest of us went to go visit the sytes..such as we went to san francisco..and other fun stuff. blah blah..long story short..two days later we started heading bak home..but AS FATE WOULD HAVE IT..we stopped to take a restroom break..and wen we all got bak in the car..the F***IN engine wouldnt start!! sho we had to stay there for lyke an hour before the AAA company kame to re-jump our car. sho..we're bak on the rode..and 3 freakin hours later..OUR BATTERIE DIES ON THE F***IN FREEWAY!! sho my dad pulls over..and we kall the tow-truck people to kome to get us. sho..there we were..sittin by the side of the F***IN FREEWAY..wen the tow-truck people kome. turns out..our batteries lyke totally out..and re-jumping the car wont help..sho we hav to pay the tow-truck guy to take us to the toyota shop where we bought the car..(btw: this is lyke 8 PM already)..and get this..WE HAV TO PAY HIM F***IN 4 DOLLARS PER MILE!! oh yeh..i forgot to tell you..we're lyke 100 miles away from our destination!! oh and i kant forget..we hav to pay an extra 150 for the F***IN services!! long story short..this weekend was a shit-ass weekend..u do not understand how much bad luck my family getz..SHIET..im not even kiddin..itz lyke one accident after another..NON-STOP!! F***!! i need to go shoot sumbody now *ROWR*
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| my wonderful summer VACATION!! |
[25 Jun 2002|09:49pm] |
woohoo..wutta fun summer
1.) wake up at 5:30 AM every morning for tennis
2.) 4 hours of lovely summer class
3.) 3 FUN hours of marching band
4.) 3 EXCITING hours of SAT class
sho plz people..do not complain to me about being busy..cause i realliee dont give a RATS ASS about it
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[24 Jun 2002|07:34pm] |
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well..i just kalled my mom..and i apoligized..i felt kinda bad..i knoe shez just worried about me..but still..sumtymes i wish she just wouldnt say the things she sayz.
on a happier subject: HAPPY B-DAY STEFFI CHAN and KATHY LE (two of my most fav gals)
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| the worst day of my life |
[24 Jun 2002|05:05pm] |
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doode..i have been content with my lyfe until today. after summer skool i got home and slept for an hour..then my mom came home to pick me up for marching band/SAT talk with mr. clements. well on the way to skool she spent the whole tyme yellin at me..saying that i dont knoe how to organize my schedule..BULL SHIT!! shez the fuckin person who told me on sunday that i hav to fuckin take SAT classes..the same tyme as my marching band crap..and she fuckin tells me that itz all my fault that i dont knoe how to plan my schedule?! shitness..shez the one who brought all this shit upon me..and then she tells me that me wakin up at 5:30 AM for tennis bugs her..wtf..i wake up by myself..i dont tell her to get off her ass and wake me up..and she tells me that im a hassle and a burden..and that she doesnt have tyme for all my crap. she just kept yellin and yellin..and then she told me to go look for clements..and sho i go and then i see patrick, vicky and ceiclle..and i tell them wut happened..and i start crying as i tell them..i seriouslee couldn't help it..i was lyke shooo frustrated with everything..and they calmed me down a little..and then my mom comes and she tells me she has to go bak to work..and that she doesnt have tyme to talk to mr. clements..sho she leaves. then stupid ass clements tells all the leadership people that rookie band camp will end at 4 o'clock..sho i kall my mom and i tell her to come pick me up at 4 and shez lyke okay. then the hole tyme we were outside in the sun..sho i didnt knoe wut tyme it was..and then sumone sayz oh itz 3:45..the freshman kan leave..and sho itz just leadership people..and clements is lyke..okay guis letz go over everything..blah blah..sho he talks..and im thinkin itz about 3:50ish..and by the tyme hez finished it should b 4 o'clock. and sho mr. clements keeps talkin and kant keep his mouth shut lyke usual..and then finally letz us go. sho me, vicky and cecille walk to the student parkin lot to wait for our parents..and 15 mins pass..sho i ask vicky if i kould use her cell. then i kall my mom and shez lyke..WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?! i was lyke..im at the student parkin lot..and shez lyke BULL SHIT!! YOURE NOT AT THE STUDENT PARKIN LOT..I TOLD MY FWEND TO GO PICK YOU UP AND SHE DIDNT SEE YOU..WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU DOING? SHE SAID EVERYONE WAS OUT ALREADY!! and i say..onlee the freshman were out early..leadership had to stay..and shez lyke DONT LIE TO ME!! I KNOE YOU WERE PROBABLY SOCIALIZING AGAIN..DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH OF A HASSLE YOU ARE?! ITZ FUCKIN 4:30 AND YOU TOLD ME 4!! and in my head im thinkin..shit..itz 4:30 already? i honestly thought it was onlyee 4..and i told her..im sowie i didnt knoe we were goin to stay this long..and then she sayz I DONT KARE!! ITZ YOUR FAULT THAT YOU DIDNT KALL..I DONT KARE IF U DIDNT KNOE THE TYME!! and i juss listen to her yell at me on the phone..im sho serious..vicky was just sittin there lyke three feet away and she could here my mom bitch at me. and i dont say anything..cause i knoe wuteva i say will just piss her off even more..sho i just sit there and listen..and shez lyke WUTEVA..JUST SIT THERE..ILL PICK YOU UP WEN IM NOT AS BUSY..I DONT KARE WUT TYME I KOME PICK YOU UP..IT KAN BE NIGHTTYME FOR ALL I KARE..YOU DESERVE IT!! and then she hangs up. sho im sittin there and tears come to my eyes again..freak i havent cried this much in a long ass tyme..and vicky tries to comfort me..but then she has to go..sho im just sittin in the student parkin lot at walnut..crying..and finally lyke 40 mins later..my momz fwend comes pick me up. wutta cruddy ass day.
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| no more skool... |
[20 Jun 2002|11:13pm] |
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at least for the next 3 days..then on monday itz tennis practice at 6 in the morning, my summer skool class..and then marching band stuff. well..today i took my hardest finals..math and chem. it was weird cause i thought i did good on my math final and bad on my chem final..but turns out i got a low B on my math and a high B on my chem..odd. well..after skool we all went to chill at steffi's house. me, sarah, kathy, eri and kim rode in sarahz car to rent a movie and blockbuster..and steffi, carlyn, patty, and the hole other grip load of people went w/ steffi. well while we were at blockbuster..me and eri decided to go to hallmark and buy our brotherz sumtin..wen we kame out..we couldn't find sarahz kar. we were lyke omfg..they left w/out us. sho while we were standing in the middle of the street..we hear loud laughter from behind us..and turns out they were hiding..stupid gurls..haha..and then wen me and eri tried to get in the kar..they kept driving away..haha..wut lovely fwends i hav. well we got to steffiz and we watched "I Am Sam"..itz sucha sad movie..i was the first one crying..and everyone laughed at mee..but hey..they ended up crying too..sho HA! haha..i had the tissue box next to me the hole tyme. well after the movie..sarah drove me bak to walnut cause of stupid band call tyme. man..just cause of band i kouldn't chill w/ my gals even more..and we all planned to go to a karoke bar..fun stuff. well graduation was okay..im goin to miss all my lovely seniors..best of luck in the future.
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